Try Udder co-op. I live in NYC and use them. They have raw goats, cow and sheep milk. It is expensive but they deliver it to you. I used them for my raw milk Tomme. I couldn't get to the bottom of what farm the milk came from and who is the farmer or what is the feed so I stopped using them for now. Easier with their sheep's milk but it's very expensive, I think $19/Gal